Name:Kelsey Country:United States State:Ohio Metro:Cambridge Birthday:7/19/1989 Gender:Female
Interests:Jesus, family, friends,music. Me without you, emery,bloodbrothers,across five aprils,incubus,sugarcult,nirvana,as i lay dying,the used,HIM green day,mcr,bright eyes,taking back sunday, brand new, a staind glass romance, where you begin, lenorah, from first to last,astatic lullaby,something corporate,cursive,Billy Talent,Senses fail,coheed and cambria,deftones,death cab for cutie,ptw,hth,dashboard confessional,acutthroatkiss and SOME gangster stuff.haha i like country too.
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Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours. In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it.Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,That first step that you took was the worst. Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,And I still have these memories,But we'll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember. cause that's all you can do.We'll never make another memory...we'll never make another memory.I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together, so I wouldn't have to wake without you today.This time I thought things were real.You said they were. What happened? You were a priority, Was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,I'm sorry that wasn't enough. So, we'll go our own ways,And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this, but I guess I've learned from it. But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?I don't consider this a mistake,I just wish the story didn't end this way,Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Today. Woke up from Kims. Went to church. Got along with Family. It was greatness. Went to the park. Hung out with little sis Kendra. Picked up Jeremy, and then Jordan. Walked With them and Cat to Dustins. Went to Goodwill, and to this park I've never been to. Jeremy gave me a ride back to the park. Hah. Um, then I went home with mom. Pretty cool day.
Okay so yeah this song...Wow..It made me...like...think of so much...It explains a lot. I don't think anyone would understand. I don't think I can ever let you go.
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold My life just hasn't been the same When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go I just broke down Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice Because the feeling that I feel within No other man would ever make me feel so right Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel From the moment that I met you its been so damn real My heart seems to skip another beat Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me And you love me I'm your lady I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do? It's true, no fronting Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
"lets get started rehearsal for this fairy tale of our own"
I felt the need to update. Wow.
I did not attend school today. I stayed home. Slept. Had a milkshake. Talked to mom. Me and Cat both didn't go to school. I called Sarah she was in math class..then she called me back and we 3 wayed Dreezy and then Sarah had to go so me and him 3 wayed Cat. Yep. Last night..the scavanger hunt, wasn't as fun as last year...but it was cool. Thanks to everyone out at the park who was there for me last night, sorry I was such a baby..you guys are great. My family and myself have been good lately thank goodness! I <3 them. My moms been so stressed, I hope everything works out for her. She's super mom. Umm well everyone should be getting home from school so yeah
Be on the lookout for my new xanga. I guess a few people can't get into my xanga so I am going to make a new one here shortly.
SARAHS NEW XANGA- natureisawhore67 67 {6 = sars fav number 7 = my favorite number yes!
"Maybe its love but its like you said 'love is like a role that we play'"
Fuck this.
Fuck it.
Fuck guys.
All they want is a peice of ass.
Oh Well...I'm done with guys for a gooooood while.
Happy Mothers Day.
Yesterday Sucked. Last night ruled...why you ask?:
Me+Kim+Missy = stayed at Kims house
Me+Kim = A bit ..Crunk. haha Kim is effing hilarious. The end.
Today went to church. Supposed to go to the park and get ice cream with mother. Neat. Friday night rode up to Bw3's and then stayed at Corys with Sarah and Dreezy. Yeah. Well I'm out. And yes I do feel guilty.
Jesus Loves You.
..*.kels.*..<3<3
Oh yeah...and I saw him last night...I miss him...after all this time..I still miss him. I messed up with him. He was the one I wanted for all times. And still do. But as I said. "Guys suck." But him..he'd still be here for me..even as a friend..If I wouldn't have been so stupid. I miss you, and I'll never get another chance. He's the only one I want to be with right now. I believe he's different, from most of the guys who just want a peice of ass..but like I'd know anymore..I don't even know him anymore... its almost been 2 years..and I still want him.I know this sounds stupid because I was just saying fuck guys, but him..he's the only one. And he'll never think twice about even talking to me again..I just want to talk to him, even as a friend...why's that so much to ask?
Wasteland....- Nothing Happened. And everything did. Your whole life you can be told something is wrong and so you believe it. Why should you question it? But then slowly seeds are planted inside of you...One by one, by a touch or a look...or a day skateboarding in a park, and they start to unfull and uncurl little green shoots, and they start to burst out of old hulls shells and they start to sprout. And pretty soon there are so many of them. They are named: Love and Trust and Kindness and Joy and Desire and Wonder and Spirit and Soulmate. They grow into a garden so dense and thick that it starts to invade your brain where the old things you were once told...are dying. By the time this garden reaches your brain the old things are dead. They make no sense. The logic of the seeds sprouted inside of you is the only real thing.
Been hanging out at the park lately...yep...I love my family...
Sarah stayed over the weekend. Then I stayed with her. Hung out with some more people. Yeah..well bye.
Jesus Loves You
..*.kels.*..<3<3
edit* I can't stand it. Seeing you like this. She treats you like shit. And you'd be so much better off with someone else. Ughhhh I want you so much. Too much. It makes me cry. I had you. But you didn't like it. I wish you would have liked it. It would have made me so happy. Why can't I be yours..you're the one I want...the thing I can't have..I want the most. I hate this. I hate it. And then theres the other girl..who I know you're in love with. You'd die to be with her. You'd die. And she loves you back. And I'm caught in the middle. I'm scared. And then me...leading a different guy on...who I care for..but he's my friend...I want to be his friend. He's gonna hate me. I shouldn't have did this all to him. That was stupid. I'm better off out of a relationship for now. Maybe someday I'll be special and you'll come back to me..not for a day...but for so much longer. And you'll be mine to hold. -in my dreams...- *end edit
